I’d like to believe in your sincerity,
But all I see are lies.
Every tie to reality severed by my fears on the future.
I haven’t even begun to let you see…
The real me.
It tortures me to stay in shadows,
But I have never seen the sun,
And its easier to run then to welcome an undiscovered country.
I know you wait patiently to take my hand.
How can you wait for me to walk
When I can’t even stand,
There you are,
Never a word on how selfish I’ve been.
And all I can think is I don’t deserve to win.